ideas about deadlines, motivation and dropping the pretense of having ideas.
washed out dingus
stared at two things at once
DIDNT LOOK FOR OVER 3 MONTHS AT THIS
was gone for a bit. USA times. distance physical and mental. i think its the 90s there. cafes play the music, guitars and whining men. drip coffee and the background noise of american small talk about dad and his tractor.
i was only there a week.
constant reduction – trim it all down into one bag, eat only the cheapest bread, drink only the beer that comes in little plastic bottles. sleeping bags never have to be washed.